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I Saw The Film, It Was A Tragedy

by Cameron Sanderson

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1.
Hurting Myself Is So Fun (feat. Gun Boi Kaz) 03:18
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'Sad boy summer' 'Sad boy summer' 'But for real man like It's ridiculous I don't understand how It can always be our fault' 'Yeah, facts' 'It's just Oh fuck it' Cos I like that Hurting myself is so fun and Telling my friends that I'm fucked up Wait I'm too scared to be honest I don't wanna be myself But I don't wanna be anyone else Yeah Cos baby I like that Hurting myself is so fun and so fun and so You gotta like fast cars And go hard And gotta stand up tall And be strong So why is everything so scary If you're a man then nothing's heavy I've gotta stay silent And don't scream And have no emotion And don't sing Look we just don't want you to get lairy Cos I know you'll hurt me maybe maybe yeah Cos I like that Hurting myself is so fun and Telling my friends that I'm fucked up Wait I'm too scared to be honest I don't wanna be myself But I don't wanna be anyone else Yeah Cos baby I like that Hurting myself is so fun and so fun and so I've been killing myself just to feel alive Couple blunts to the face and I'll be alright You won't ever see how I feel inside Cos I'm fucked up endlessly Woah So let's roll up And get faded Let's push the limits too far Yeah let's crash the whip Doing stupid shit And give a fuck about a battle scar I've been dying on the edge tonight no mind And I'm hoping that I get it right at least I try If you see me and lean don't be surprised I'm going off my grid tonight Cos I like that Hurting myself is so fun and Telling my friends that I'm fucked up Wait I'm too scared to be honest I don't wanna be myself But I don't wanna be anyone else Yeah Cos baby I like that Hurting myself is so fun and so fun and so Perfect Tripping on Tripping on Tripping on being a person I'ma try I'ma try I'ma try but it ain't working Tripping on Tripping on Tripping on being a person It ain't working Cos I like that Hurting myself is so fun and Telling my friends that I'm fucked up Wait I'm too scared to be honest I don't wanna be myself But I don't wanna be anyone else Yeah Cos baby I like that Hurting myself is so fun and so fun and so
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Missing My Soul (you won't find it) 02:53
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You keep watching all my stories Stop it Your face is getting kind of boring It's shit I probably shouldn't tell your new guy But I did And now you're missing my soul And you won't find it Yeah You act like you're fine Shooting pics with all of your friends online The clothes that you like Only hauls that make your account look nice New car wow that's tight But I need a brake and you need a light Yeah A smoke will get your head right Pretty demon You're gorgeous in the right light Pretty demon Stop tryna fuck with my life And pretty demon There'll never be a right time Yeah Here's why You keep watching all my stories Stop it Your face is getting kinda boring It's shit I probably shouldn't tell your new guy But I did And now you're missing my soul And you won't find it Yeah Now that we're offline My souls found a place that you'll never find And yours is outside Pacing up and down and drinking that wine And since there's no sign You stuck posters up and not posts up online Yeah But the drawing style was quite nice Pretty demon You're gorgeous in the red light Pretty demon Stop tryna fuck with my life And pretty demon There'll never be a right time Yeah Here's why You keep watching all my stories Stop it Your face is getting kind of boring It's shit I probably shouldn't tell your new guy But I did And now you're missing my soul And you won't find it Yeah No you won't find it No you won't find it You keep watching all my stories Stop it Your face is getting kind of boring It's shit I probably shouldn't tell your new guy But I did And now you're missing my soul And you won't find it You keep watching all my stories Stop it Your face is getting kind of boring It's shit I probably shouldn't tell your new guy But I did And now you're missing my soul And you won't find it Yeah
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Scripts & Focus 03:00
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My head My head My head is fucking stupid My head My head Yeah Ok I Keep losing my feet And the one thing that I remember is forgetting to eat Yeah yeah And I'm not drinking enough And I'm still the extrovert who doesn't see anyone Yeah yeah And I won't settle down Cause the thought of never moving makes me start freaking out No No Living on four hours sleep so that I can rinse and repeat Lose it I just wanna lose it why can't we just touch unsentimental Yeah Fuse it can't I just diffuse it Why is every movement subliminal? Yeah My head My head My head is fucking stupid My head My head Impulsive and confusing My head My head Won't stick to scripts or focus My head My head My head is fucking brain dead I'm out I'm out What will they say when I'm not around? Lights out lights out Will you be a brush and paint the town red? What now what now I still can't get out of bed And God I need better meds And why don't you get outside your head Lose it I just wanna lose it why can't we just touch unsentimental Yeah Fuse it can't I just diffuse it Why is every movement subliminal? Yeah My head My head My head is fucking stupid My head My head Impulsive and confusing My head My head Won't stick to scripts or focus My head My head My head is fucking brain dead Won't stop running It won't stop cruising And I can't stop thinking So I'll keep losing And it won't stop running It won't stop cruising And I can't stop thinking So I'll keep losing Oh yeah My head My head My head is fucking stupid My head My head Impulsive and confusing My head My head Won't stick to scripts or focus My head My head My head is fucking brain dead It won't stop running It won't stop cruising And I can't stop thinking So I'll keep losing And it won't stop running It won't stop cruising And I can't stop thinking So I'll keep losing Oh yeah
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Freckles 02:34
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I love the glasses you wear and the freckles scattered on your face And every time you walk by I realise I'll be okay Yeah I know your shift is nearly over And I might be moving in October So I'll dream up moments I hope for and moves that I'll never make... Let's climb up to your roof We'll order food and mess around Then cut all of our feelings loose Let's break into my room I'll play all of the pretty sounds Then cut all of our feelings loose Cos I love the shade of your hair when you blush it matches with your face And how you have no idea why I order water from you all day And I know you're busy You're distracted You're the type who really doesn't notice So please listen close Hold this moment There's something that I gotta say Let's climb up to your roof We'll order food and mess around Then cut all of our feelings loose Let's break into my room I'll play all of the pretty sounds Then cut all of our feelings loose Cos I want to know you Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Cos I want to know you Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Cos I want to know you Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Cos I want to know you Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Cos I want to know you
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Cult Classic 02:56
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You got me into Breaking Bad But we broke up So I switched over to Riverdale But it sucked It's probably unhealthy to keep track of your listening history 'Moving On's the song I play in case you're also watching So stop still living your life when I'm not there What do I like by myself Uh who cares You got me into Breaking Bad But we broke up So I switched over to Riverdale But it sucked Cos yeah we were a cult classic God damn god damn What were the critics on Let's queue the credits song Got me watching Twilight what the fuck (What the fuck?) Happily ever after's kind of dumb But if Bella wants me Then I'll stop still living life when you're not there Yeah What do I like by myself Uh who cares You got me into Breaking Bad But we broke up So I switched over to Riverdale But it sucked Cos yeah we were a cult classic God damn god damn What were the critics on This is the credits song What were the critics on This is the credits song Why are you the worst with good taste Kind of love I wish I could hate Leaving me, this season hasn't ended, don't spoil it Why are you the worst with good taste Kind of love I wish I could hate Leaving me, the season hasn't ended, don't spoil it You got me into Breaking Bad But we broke up So I switched over to Riverdale But it sucked Cos yeah we were a cult classic God damn god damn What were the critics on This is the credits song Why are you the worst with good taste Kind of love I wish I could hate Leaving me, the season hasn't ended, don't spoil it What were the critics on This is the credits song

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released August 20, 2021

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Cameron Sanderson London, UK

In a world grappling with racism and the heartbreaking epidemic of male suicide, Cameron’s journey as a mixed ADHD
man has been defined by personal struggles. Yet, he stands
tall as a beacon of strength, passionately dedicated to amplifying the silenced voices.

Cameron has emerged as a self-made sensation, with
over 150 original songs released under his very own label,
Broken Thought Records ... more

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