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'Sad boy summer'
'Sad boy summer'
'But for real man like
It's ridiculous
I don't understand how
It can always be our fault'
'Yeah, facts'
'It's just
Oh fuck it'
Cos I like that
Hurting myself is so fun and
Telling my friends that I'm fucked up
Wait I'm too scared to be honest
I don't wanna be myself
But I don't wanna be anyone else
Yeah
Cos baby I like that
Hurting myself is so fun and so fun and so
You gotta like fast cars
And go hard
And gotta stand up tall
And be strong
So why is everything so scary
If you're a man then nothing's heavy
I've gotta stay silent
And don't scream
And have no emotion
And don't sing
Look we just don't want you to get lairy
Cos I know you'll hurt me maybe maybe yeah
Cos I like that
Hurting myself is so fun and
Telling my friends that I'm fucked up
Wait I'm too scared to be honest
I don't wanna be myself
But I don't wanna be anyone else
Yeah
Cos baby I like that
Hurting myself is so fun and so fun and so
I've been killing myself just to feel alive
Couple blunts to the face and I'll be alright
You won't ever see how I feel inside
Cos I'm fucked up endlessly
Woah
So let's roll up
And get faded
Let's push the limits too far
Yeah let's crash the whip
Doing stupid shit
And give a fuck about a battle scar
I've been dying on the edge tonight no mind
And I'm hoping that I get it right at least I try
If you see me and lean don't be surprised
I'm going off my grid tonight
Cos I like that
Hurting myself is so fun and
Telling my friends that I'm fucked up
Wait I'm too scared to be honest
I don't wanna be myself
But I don't wanna be anyone else
Yeah
Cos baby I like that
Hurting myself is so fun and so fun and so
Perfect
Tripping on
Tripping on
Tripping on being a person
I'ma try
I'ma try
I'ma try but it ain't working
Tripping on
Tripping on
Tripping on being a person
It ain't working
Cos I like that
Hurting myself is so fun and
Telling my friends that I'm fucked up
Wait I'm too scared to be honest
I don't wanna be myself
But I don't wanna be anyone else
Yeah
Cos baby I like that
Hurting myself is so fun and so fun and so
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You keep watching all my stories
Stop it
Your face is getting kind of boring
It's shit
I probably shouldn't tell your new guy
But I did
And now you're missing my soul
And you won't find it
Yeah
You act like you're fine
Shooting pics with all of your friends online
The clothes that you like
Only hauls that make your account look nice
New car wow that's tight
But I need a brake and you need a light
Yeah
A smoke will get your head right
Pretty demon
You're gorgeous in the right light
Pretty demon
Stop tryna fuck with my life
And pretty demon
There'll never be a right time
Yeah
Here's why
You keep watching all my stories
Stop it
Your face is getting kinda boring
It's shit
I probably shouldn't tell your new guy
But I did
And now you're missing my soul
And you won't find it
Yeah
Now that we're offline
My souls found a place that you'll never find
And yours is outside
Pacing up and down and drinking that wine
And since there's no sign
You stuck posters up and not posts up online
Yeah
But the drawing style was quite nice
Pretty demon
You're gorgeous in the red light
Pretty demon
Stop tryna fuck with my life
And pretty demon
There'll never be a right time
Yeah
Here's why
You keep watching all my stories
Stop it
Your face is getting kind of boring
It's shit
I probably shouldn't tell your new guy
But I did
And now you're missing my soul
And you won't find it
Yeah
No you won't find it
No you won't find it
You keep watching all my stories
Stop it
Your face is getting kind of boring
It's shit
I probably shouldn't tell your new guy
But I did
And now you're missing my soul
And you won't find it
You keep watching all my stories
Stop it
Your face is getting kind of boring
It's shit
I probably shouldn't tell your new guy
But I did
And now you're missing my soul
And you won't find it
Yeah
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Scripts & Focus
03:00
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My head
My head
My head is fucking stupid
My head
My head
Yeah
Ok
I Keep losing my feet
And the one thing that I remember is forgetting to eat
Yeah yeah
And I'm not drinking enough
And I'm still the extrovert who doesn't see anyone
Yeah yeah
And I won't settle down
Cause the thought of never moving makes me start freaking out
No No
Living on four hours sleep so that I can rinse and repeat
Lose it I just wanna lose it why can't we just touch unsentimental
Yeah
Fuse it can't I just diffuse it
Why is every movement subliminal?
Yeah
My head
My head
My head is fucking stupid
My head
My head
Impulsive and confusing
My head
My head
Won't stick to scripts or focus
My head
My head
My head is fucking brain dead
I'm out I'm out
What will they say when I'm not around?
Lights out lights out
Will you be a brush and paint the town red?
What now what now
I still can't get out of bed
And God I need better meds
And why don't you get outside your head
Lose it I just wanna lose it why can't we just touch unsentimental
Yeah
Fuse it can't I just diffuse it
Why is every movement subliminal?
Yeah
My head
My head
My head is fucking stupid
My head
My head
Impulsive and confusing
My head
My head
Won't stick to scripts or focus
My head
My head
My head is fucking brain dead
Won't stop running
It won't stop cruising
And I can't stop thinking
So I'll keep losing
And it won't stop running
It won't stop cruising
And I can't stop thinking
So I'll keep losing
Oh yeah
My head
My head
My head is fucking stupid
My head
My head
Impulsive and confusing
My head
My head
Won't stick to scripts or focus
My head
My head
My head is fucking brain dead
It won't stop running
It won't stop cruising
And I can't stop thinking
So I'll keep losing
And it won't stop running
It won't stop cruising
And I can't stop thinking
So I'll keep losing
Oh yeah
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Freckles
02:34
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I love the glasses you wear and the freckles scattered on your face
And every time you walk by I realise I'll be okay
Yeah I know your shift is nearly over
And I might be moving in October
So I'll dream up moments I hope for and moves that I'll never make...
Let's climb up to your roof
We'll order food and mess around
Then cut all of our feelings loose
Let's break into my room
I'll play all of the pretty sounds
Then cut all of our feelings loose
Cos I love the shade of your hair when you blush it matches with your face
And how you have no idea why I order water from you all day
And I know you're busy
You're distracted
You're the type who really doesn't notice
So please listen close
Hold this moment
There's something that I gotta say
Let's climb up to your roof
We'll order food and mess around
Then cut all of our feelings loose
Let's break into my room
I'll play all of the pretty sounds
Then cut all of our feelings loose
Cos I want to know you
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Cos I want to know you
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Cos I want to know you
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Cos I want to know you
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Cos I want to know you
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Cult Classic
02:56
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You got me into Breaking Bad
But we broke up
So I switched over to Riverdale
But it sucked
It's probably unhealthy to keep track of your listening history
'Moving On's the song I play in case you're also watching
So stop still living your life when I'm not there
What do I like by myself
Uh who cares
You got me into Breaking Bad
But we broke up
So I switched over to Riverdale
But it sucked
Cos yeah we were a cult classic
God damn god damn
What were the critics on
Let's queue the credits song
Got me watching Twilight what the fuck
(What the fuck?)
Happily ever after's kind of dumb
But if Bella wants me
Then I'll stop still living life when you're not there
Yeah
What do I like by myself
Uh who cares
You got me into Breaking Bad
But we broke up
So I switched over to Riverdale
But it sucked
Cos yeah we were a cult classic
God damn god damn
What were the critics on
This is the credits song
What were the critics on
This is the credits song
Why are you the worst with good taste
Kind of love I wish I could hate
Leaving me, this season hasn't ended, don't spoil it
Why are you the worst with good taste
Kind of love I wish I could hate
Leaving me, the season hasn't ended, don't spoil it
You got me into Breaking Bad
But we broke up
So I switched over to Riverdale
But it sucked
Cos yeah we were a cult classic
God damn god damn
What were the critics on
This is the credits song
Why are you the worst with good taste
Kind of love I wish I could hate
Leaving me, the season hasn't ended, don't spoil it
What were the critics on
This is the credits song
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Cameron Sanderson London, UK
In a world grappling with racism and the heartbreaking epidemic of male suicide, Cameron’s journey as a mixed
ADHD
man has been defined by personal struggles. Yet, he stands
tall as a beacon of strength, passionately dedicated to amplifying the silenced voices.
Cameron has emerged as a self-made sensation, with
over 150 original songs released under his very own label,
Broken Thought Records
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