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Hurting Myself Is So Fun (feat. Gun Boi Kaz)

from I Saw The Film, It Was A Tragedy by Cameron Sanderson

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lyrics

'Sad boy summer'
'Sad boy summer'
'But for real man like
It's ridiculous
I don't understand how
It can always be our fault'
'Yeah, facts'
'It's just
Oh fuck it'

Cos I like that
Hurting myself is so fun and
Telling my friends that I'm fucked up
Wait I'm too scared to be honest
I don't wanna be myself
But I don't wanna be anyone else
Yeah
Cos baby I like that
Hurting myself is so fun and so fun and so

You gotta like fast cars
And go hard
And gotta stand up tall
And be strong
So why is everything so scary
If you're a man then nothing's heavy
I've gotta stay silent
And don't scream
And have no emotion
And don't sing
Look we just don't want you to get lairy
Cos I know you'll hurt me maybe maybe yeah

Cos I like that
Hurting myself is so fun and
Telling my friends that I'm fucked up
Wait I'm too scared to be honest
I don't wanna be myself
But I don't wanna be anyone else
Yeah
Cos baby I like that
Hurting myself is so fun and so fun and so

I've been killing myself just to feel alive
Couple blunts to the face and I'll be alright
You won't ever see how I feel inside
Cos I'm fucked up endlessly
Woah
So let's roll up
And get faded
Let's push the limits too far
Yeah let's crash the whip
Doing stupid shit
And give a fuck about a battle scar
I've been dying on the edge tonight no mind
And I'm hoping that I get it right at least I try
If you see me and lean don't be surprised
I'm going off my grid tonight

Cos I like that
Hurting myself is so fun and
Telling my friends that I'm fucked up
Wait I'm too scared to be honest
I don't wanna be myself
But I don't wanna be anyone else
Yeah
Cos baby I like that
Hurting myself is so fun and so fun and so

Perfect
Tripping on
Tripping on
Tripping on being a person
I'ma try
I'ma try
I'ma try but it ain't working
Tripping on
Tripping on
Tripping on being a person
It ain't working

Cos I like that
Hurting myself is so fun and
Telling my friends that I'm fucked up
Wait I'm too scared to be honest
I don't wanna be myself
But I don't wanna be anyone else
Yeah
Cos baby I like that
Hurting myself is so fun and so fun and so

credits

from I Saw The Film, It Was A Tragedy, track released May 28, 2021
Composition: Cameron Sanderson / Gun Boi Kaz
Lyrics: Cameron Sanderson / Gun Boi Kaz
Vocals: Cameron Sanderson / Gun Boi Kaz
Instruments: Cameron Sanderson
Production: Cameron Sanderson

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Cameron Sanderson London, UK

In a world grappling with racism and the heartbreaking epidemic of male suicide, Cameron’s journey as a mixed ADHD
man has been defined by personal struggles. Yet, he stands
tall as a beacon of strength, passionately dedicated to amplifying the silenced voices.

Cameron has emerged as a self-made sensation, with
over 150 original songs released under his very own label,
Broken Thought Records
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